Time Of My Life

31 May 2008,a day which will be totally unforgettable in my entire life..
I don't really know how to explain my happiness and joy..
Thanks for everything guys!!!!
I may not look happy on the outside but deep down inside I'm really happy..
I felt like crying but the tears just did not flow down..
This is my most memorable birthday to date XD


Frantic touches on the piano
Clock was pointing 2.30
Tucked into that blue suit
Hair twitching
Black shoes put on
Day I wouldn't forget it was

All the lonely people standing outside
Filled me with nerves
They greeted me
I said Thanks
It felt so familiar
Never did it felt so real

Cause it's the time of my life
and I'm living the moment
Loving cousins
Laughing friends
Grateful heart
How lucky could I be?
We'll just see

Could you see?
Could you feel it?
One day it could last
But I'm savouring this moment
Now,and still

I said how lucky could I be?
Love isn't always right
But it's all that I have
It's all that I have

Thanks to everyone
Appreciate it =>

First Love Camp

Participated in the youth camp of GGBP on the 24th,25th,and 26th of May..
The theme this year was First Love =)
Got no pictures in this post.Will upload as soon as possible..

First Day

We gathered at GGBP at about 9.45am.At about 10,we started our journey in a bus..
The bus wasn't posing any discomfort throughout the journey really..It's just the weather..
Freaking hot.. >.<
After the ice-breaking,we checked in to our dormitory and not long after that,we went to play some games..Unfortunately,I got hurt on the first day already..Lolz
Thanks to Christine for having me as her first customer..Philia finished third in the station games..Then,we had time to wash up and have dinner..The dinner is good..Better than i expected lots..During the night session.we had out first session with Pastor Yok Yee.
Sang some worship songs first..He talked about God's love and that God is the source of love.Then we had some time to discuss about it in our own groups..Uncle Gary was our group advisor.. =)
Then,we had supper and it was sleeping time..I slept quite early coz I was really damn tired..By the way,one of the girls dorm bed was rosak teruk~Amanda kinda crushed it..
Not really too clear about it..

Second Day

We woke up at about 7am..Wash up and headed to the field to have our morning activity..
Did some focusing..Then we had devotion after that..We were reading on Matthew 5:38-42
concerning a new attitude and not having vengeance..
After that,we had breakfast and moved on to the second session..It was about assurance of having God although we do not see Him and how we are saved from Judgement..
As usual,we had group time..Then some workshops started..I joined the knowing Christianity workshop..It was conducted by Sern Wang..There were other workshops like the Worshiping,Family and Friends and also Ministry workshop..We had lunch at about 12.30pm and then went siesta-ing for one and a half hours..Wee~
At 3pm.treasure hunt started..We finished third again..XD..The it was beach fun time..
They went for a swim..I did not join them..I was in the canteen with cousins listening to Amanda's bed shattering story..Lolz..Matthew is my Ah Pa ler..
Then we went to our dorm and had some rest and bathed..Then we had dinner before the third session..Pastor talked about love,the most important thing and baptism..
At 10.00pm,gila punya malam started..Everyone had to wear their clothing inverted inside out..Haha..Then had some games..After that enjoy supper and then everyone went back to their respective dorm..Did not sleep so early..Slept at 2.30am..>.<
Played Uno and Cheat with Matthew and Derrick lor..While we were playing,something happened..-_-" Me,Jia Jun,Matt and Derrick was laughing..I even ran out of the room to calm myself down..But ended up laughing again.. ==

Third Day

Woke up at 7 am..Played the game..Don't know how to translate it into english.. >.<
Then had devotion..Read Matthew 5 : 43-48 Love your enemy =)
Then mum mum breakfast..During the closing ceremony,Agape was announced as the overall winner for this whole camp..Then we had to share some experiences during the three days of the camp..We were given time to pack up and check out..
Makan lunch,took pictures and the we're off to Batu Pahat


In a nutshell,it was a wonderful and memorable camp..Although there,were some minor accidents,thank God that no one was seriously hurt..Thanks a lot to everyone who made this camp a success..It's really a blessing..God Bless =>

Tagged 2

Tagged by : Carolyn

Part 1: On the outside

Name: Eugene Gan Wende
Date of Birth: 31st May 1991
Current Status: Single And Searching
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Right
Zodiac Sign: Gemini =>

Part 2: On the Inside

Your Heritage: Malaysian
Your Fear: Losing my family ( I can't swim a lil afraid of heights) >.<

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: Live that day to the fullest
Bedtime: Usually 10..But there are late nights lately
Your most missed memory: My primary school life ..so damn innocent

Part 4: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: Hate both of them XD
Single or Group Dates: Single =)
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Not my cup of tea..Drink water lar for goodness sake

Part 5: Do You...

Smoke: Nah..We're even exposed to passive smoking..That sucks..
Curse: Seriously no..
Drink : A lil =p

Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: No..Lolz
Changed who you were to fit in: Love me for who i am

Part 8: Age

You're hoping to be married: That's for sure

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl

Best eye colour: Blue or brown looks nice
Hair colour: Doesn't matter (but not punk colours)
Short or long hair: Depends

Part 10: What Were You Doing?

1 minute ago: Blogging (wondering why msn messenger isn't working)
1 hour ago: Watching Thomas Cup..Korea demolished Indonesia 3 - 0
1 month ago: Lotsa things lar

Part 11: Finish The Sentences

I love: My family,friends,and pretty much everyone else
I miss: My primary school days,my childhood days,Someone?
I need: To get a good result in SPM =)

Part 12: Tag Dee and Evie

List out 5 presents you wish for your upcoming birthday:

1) A handphone
2) A girlfriend
3) Make poverty history
4) A wonderful happy family
5) Some nice clothing XD

Angel

When I'm upside down
You turn me right side up
By the simple words you say
When I'm south of you,
Well your north of me

And I know your here to stay well your fingers walk and your body talks to me sweetly night and day
My life was meaningless
Until we kissed
May you never go away
Angel, I figured it out you've got to be an Angel, you must have come down to earth to tell me

There will be no tears in heaven
Love's a gift that we've been given
Baby when I see you shine I thank the lord that you are mine
Heavens here on earth together
May it always last forever
Angel sometimes I Swear that you have wings and you can fly
When I'm on my own
Well you're in my head
And in everything I do
Well you're protecting me
Watching over me I can always count on you
Angel, I figured it out you've got to be an Angel,
You must have come down to earth to tell me

Fly, fly over me
Fly, fly under me
Fly, fly close to me
Fly, fly, fly to me Angel,
I figured it out you've got to be an Angel, you must have come down to earth to tell me
Angel sometimes I swear that you have wings and you can fly...

Better Now

If I had one call to make,
I would dial yesterday and warn myself,
Tell my lips the words to say,
Not let you just walk away with someone else,
With someone else.

Next time I won't suffer this kind of pain,
Own my mistakes, not just pass off all the blame,
If you were here, we could figure this out,
Then I wouldn't be bitter,
I'd just be better now.

To be the strong and silent one,
A lot of good that has done,
Yes, you'd agree,
No more trying to understand,
Or fix these things because you can,
Guess it's up to me, yes it's up to me.

Next time I won't suffer this kind of pain,
Own my mistakes, not just pass off all the blame,
If you were here, we could figure this out,
Then I wouldn't be bitter, I'd just be better now.

I'd be much better off,
Much better off maybe,
If I could just let it go,
With no regrets, then.

Next time I won't suffer this kind of pain,
Own my mistakes, Not just pass off all the blame,
You'd still be here and we'd figure this out,
Then I wouldn't be bitter,
No I wouldn't be bitter,I'd just be better now.

Tagged

Tagged by Evie

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged!

1. At what age do you wish to marry? - About 26 to 28
2. Who's your celeb crush? - Jessica Alba XD
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most? - South Africa, Spain, England, Philipines
4. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be? - Make poverty history !!!
5. Do you believe you can survive without money? - Maybe yes.. =p
6. What are you afraid to lose the most? - Family. Friends. Her.
7. If you win $1 million, what would you do? - Contribute to charity.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? - Absolutely
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you? - I just need one. A great friend =)
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? - Makes me crazy head over heels
11. Which type of person do you hate the most? - People who don't love themselves
12. What is your ambition? - Most probably in the medical field
13. Which physical part of you would you change if u get a chance to go for plastic surgery? - No
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? - Family,Friends,Her,Health
15. Are you a shopaholic or not? - Sometimes yes.
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change? - My focus
17. Who is your favourite artist? - Unable to list them all out >.<
18. What's your weakest point? - Lack of confidence perhaps
19. What's the thing that you're most proud of? - The day God created me =>
20. Rainy day or sunny day? - Rainy.


And now,I would like to tag Dee,Daphne and Carolyn. =)

Cynicism Perhaps?

Don't say we're not made for each other

The way I see it is,we're not made for anyone else

It's Still There

Staring out at the trees
In this gutsy wind
They waved back at me
How i wish it was you who were there
Lying down
Every night
Your face pops out
And I ain't fine

My love
All I want is you
I believe it's true
Thought I could forget you
But it ain't true
It's a fact
It's still there

They say we're not meant to be
But who cares
I'm in love
And I swear that's true
They consoled
I smiled
The next thing
Pieces of my heart madly inconsolable
My heartbreak makes way for others
Replacements make things worse
Turning back
I realize
I miss you

My love
All I want is you
I believe it's true
Really hope you do
Knowing how I felt
Towards you
It's a fact
It's still there

It's not supposed to end like that
Don't let me go easily
I never did
You wouldn't understand why
Didn't I shed a tear
But had restless nights
Why didn't I tried
But had soulless heart
Why didn't I killed myself
But had nothing on my mind
But you
Only you

My love
Worries and dreams
Happiness and joy
Everything of you
Including your smile
It's still there.