Aloha

Just to inform everyone,I'll be heading to KL tomorrow morning..
The day after that,Hong Kong here i come..Will be using the Airasia cabin service..Cheap and affordable..Suitable for short duration flights..It is really advisable not to use Airasia services for long haul flights..NO food and drinks provided..Not forgetting the flight delays too..I've just experienced one when i was on the way to Sabah in August..The weather in Hong Kong is kinda cold..
12 degrees Celsius i was informed..That's freezing cold enough for me..But I've experienced even worst climate conditions.. =p
I should be back in Malaysia on the 4th of Dec..I'll be heading to my mum's hometown,Alor Setar right after that..Really hectic schedule
After i came back from the camp,went to JB then Singapore..
It has really taken the toll of me..Guess that's all..I will be updating on my trip after i 'm back in BP..Gonna miss everyone..Miss me guys~ =)

~Happy Holidays~

Not Me

This was the first time all of us met since the month of April,
Happy and excited I felt,
But it wasn't really the same for them,
They were happy together and with the others,
But not me,
I was alienated,
Only to be left guilty and remorseful,
I knew it was my fault,
But I really hope they would understand,
The truth and complexity of my life,
They left me there,
All alone,
Watching them,
Having the best time of their lives,
But not me,
It was hard for me to watch really,
But i endured the pain,
Although it's not me,
Oh,it's not me,
Sometimes sorry seems to be the hardest word,
Would they realize,
Destiny is outta my control,
I threw everything I had,
But it's not me...

>.<

I HATE SPOONFEEDING

Bad Day

Saw the news this morning and got to know that 28 people died in accidents yesterday..As usual,this always happens during the festive season especially during Raya..I'm wondering..Why does this keeps happening every year and the government never makes anything out of it..?We have the so called safety programme to ensure the safety of drivers and passengers,OPS Sikap which I think is utterly useless.. I'm frustrated..Seeing lives gone in just a split second almost everyday..Of course,this doesn't implies on deaths occuring during accidents only though..Just look around and you will be able to see murder cases,rape cases and also abduction cases happenning everywhere each and everyday..These incidents just filled up the entire front page of the newspapers and frontline of the news..Recently,we had some suspected sadistic killings as what happened to poor little Nurin..This certainly is not what we wanna see in a country that practices peace and harmony as a part of its principles..I was shocked..really shocked when i heard about that news..I usually see these kind of cases happening when I'm watching Criminal Minds on TV..Honestly,I've never thought such a cruel thing would land in our country..>.<
Sometimes i do wonder,why can't we have more news regarding Malaysian citizens dying or sacrificing their lives for their country by doing something that everyone will be proud of instead of having murder and rape cases everywhere..Why can't we have more news like having Malaysian astronauts in space or venturing to the North Pole..Why don't we see Malaysians dying or risking their lives just because to save their national flag from being stepped on and the country's dignity from being humiliated..?
Everything seems to be happening for the wrong reasons somehow..What's the real story behind all these..?I would like to find out somehow..In the meantime,if this grueling happenings occur continuously and a solution is not proposed out quickly..it certainly doesn't bode well for the future of Malaysia and mankind..
This world really does need more LOVE~

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power,the world will know peace."

"Everything is changeable,everything appears and disappears; there is no blissful peace until one passes beyond the agony of life and death."

Make It Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain

With no where to run

When you are distraught and in pain

Without anyone,

When you keep crying out to be saved

But nobody comes

And you feel so far away

That you just can't find your way home

You can get there alone it's okay

once you say.

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I'm strong enough to mend

And everytime I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day

And I make it through the rain.

And if you keep falling down

Don't you dare give in

You will arise safe and sound

So keep pressing on steadfastly

And you'll find what you'll need to prevail

Once you say.

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I'm strong enough to mend

And everytime I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day

And I make it through the rain.

And when the wind blows

And shadows grow close

Don't be afraid

There's nothing you can't face

And should they tell you

You'll never pull through

Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again

On my own and I know

That I'm strong enough to mend

And everytime I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day

And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain

And stand up once again

And I'll live one more day and I

I can make it through the rain

Oh yes you can

Oh your gonna make it through the

Rain

Happiness

“He who controls others may be powerful, but he who has mastered himself is mightier still”

Malaysiaku

Tanggal 31 Ogos 1957 munculnya Malaysia
Disahut dengan laungan Merdeka sebanyak tujuh kali
Stadium Merdeka dikerumungi rakyatnya
Ancaman penjajah sudahpun binasa


Tidak lagi kedengaran das-das tembakan
Tidak lagi kelihatan kesan letupan bom
Tidak lagi berasa takut atau terseksa
Tidak perlulah kita berselindung lagi
Ambang maut sudahpun tiada
Mimpi ngeri sudahpun berlalu


Kemerdekaan
Itulah penyelamat maruah negara kita
Tumpahan darah perajurit
Bukti usaha sendiri
Mampu membuahkan hasil


Pencakar langit mendominasi
Pemodenan terus dapat disaksi
Negara ini demokrasi
Perpaduannya tidak berbelah bagi


Sukacitanya
50 tahun berlalu
Masih tetap cemerlang,gemilang dan terbilang
Malaysiaku hanya satu

Hollow

Sitting down wondering,
Have I been too cruel on myself,
Stupidity hit me,
This predicament has stood long,
Never did I realise the fact,
This stir was by me,
Turning back,
No time bought,
Looking forward,
No path laid,
Emptiness preoccupied me,
I am so hollow,
Being irrational,
Was what I did,
Hiding from the truth,
Was what I sought,
My soul was dampened,
Accompanied by solitariness,
Agonisingly,
A pit of sorrow,
As if I was hibernating,
Still out of ideas,
As sheer sorrow and grief passes by..