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Some NS pictures =p

Nice ~

Ashley and Ee Jye

Random stuff ~

突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing
最怕朋友突然的关心
zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xin
最怕回忆突然翻滚
zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun
绞痛着不平息
jiao tong zhe bu ping xi
最怕突然听到你的消息
zui pa tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi
想念如果会有声音
xiang nian ru guo hui you sheng yin
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
bu yuan na shi bei shang de ku qi
事到如今
shi dao ru jin
终於让自已属於我自已
zhong yu rang zi ji shu yu wo zi ji
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
zhi shen yan lei hai pian bu guo zi ji
突然好想你
tu ran hao xiang ni
你会在哪里
ni hui zai na li
过的快乐或委屈
guo de kuai le huo wei qu
突然好想你
tu ran hao xiang ni
突然锋利的回忆
tu ran feng li de hui yi
突然模糊的眼睛
tu ran mo hu de yan jing
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
wo men xiang yi shou zui mei li de ge qu
变成两部悲伤的电影
bian cheng liang bu bei shang de dian ying
为什麽你
wei shen me ni
带我走过最难忘的旅行
dai wo zou guo zui nan wang de lu xing
然後留下最痛的纪念品
ran hou liu xia zui tong de ji nian pin
我们那麽甜 那麽美
wo men na me tian , na me mei
那麽相信
na me xiang xin
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
na me feng, na me re lie de ceng jing
为何我们
wei he wo men
还是要奔向各自的幸福
hai shi yao ben xiang ge zi de xing fu
和遗憾中老去
he yi han zhong lao qu
突然好想你
tu ran hao xiang ni
你会在哪里
ni hui zai na li
过的快乐或委屈
guo de kuai le huo wei qu
突然好想你
tu ran hao xiang ni
突然锋利的回忆
tu ran feng li de hui yi
突然模糊的眼睛
tu ran mo hu de yan jing
最怕空气突然安静
zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing
最怕朋友突然的关心
zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xin
最怕回忆突然翻滚
zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun
绞痛着不平息
jiao tong zhe bu ping xi
最怕突然听到你的消息
zui pa tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi
最怕此生已经决定自己过
zui pa ci sheng yi jing jue ding zi ji guo
没有你却又突然
mei you ni que you tu ran
听到你的消息
ting dao ni de xiao xi


Big fan of this song for some time now =D

Beautiful

It's beautiful..The story.


I am very sad and touched..
True love..
I've seen another more delicate side of her..

Be strong
I'll always be there for you =)

Incompetent?

I am getting demoralised..


Incompetent?


The ghost of the past is haunting me..
Gotta focus on what I can do for now..

NS Memories

Allright there.It's been like one week plus since I left my NS camp.Kem Lagenda Gunung Ledang Asahan,Jasin,Melaka.Still remembered the vivid memories that will last forever..I could look back in ten or twenty years time and realize that I have not made a wrong decision in attending this three month National Service stint.So I would like to take the opportunity to list down some of my NS friends here..Let's see how much do I remember about them. xD




The Guys

Cin Kuan aka Dai Gor Chin

This guy is schoolmate of mine.We never really talked much in school..He's in the same company as me,Delta.He's the Dai Gor among our mates in Delta lor..
He's got cute small eyes..Haha..Sometimes,Dai Gor Chin would be mispronounced as Tahi Kucing..lols..Anyway,he's a very good person indeed..Don't be fooled by his fierce appearance.He's very caring indeed.Quite responsible I would say..Always carrying our Delta flag whenever we need to " kumpul " . Xixi..For your information,he has three lil sisters there..No doubt de lar..He has what the girls yearn for..An quan gan..Muahaha..Ashley,Ee Jye and Poh Lee are his sisters..Each with their own unique personalities.. =)
He consumes Maggi a lot in camp..Almost everyday he haves Maggi as supper..He does his workout before consuming them.. =p The way he dances is also very cute..Hehe..Oh,and he is also a very filial son..
Calls his parents everyday using the public phone provided at the campsite..And I would like to truly thank him for lending me his phone every Saturday night..
Really appreciate it =D



Tang Zhi Ming

This guy is the first non - BP friend I met in camp.Wit ishout glasses,he looks quite weird..Haha..No offence..He is actually smarter than how he looks.I got to know he stays at Kepong.Very near my cousin's house..He studies at Chong Hwa Independent High School..He knows lotsa things..That's why I said he's smart..xD
He is very friendly and is commited in every activity carried out..He did a really great job memorising all the Zapin steps perfectly..Wee Nee did well too.. =)
And he did a great job in the Kawad competition too..And we won of course.. xp
He's good in Sudoku..Haha..Thanks to Wee Nee for providing him the passion to do it..A very shy guy he is at first..But he did change to become a braver person in approaching the girl he liked..Xixi..I would like to thank him for always lending me many things when I needed them and giving me useful advice..You're one a good buddy !!



Goh Zhi Yang aka Ace



When he let me see his picture with his girlfriend,I was like..Whoa...
Look quite different dee..Last time so handsome dee..Biaselah,this guy is previously a model..He knows his catwalk well..Haha..He's a really good guy..Congrats on his results..He's done well..He was in Bravo before this but through God's will he was transfered to Delta..He always puts people first in many cases..And I still remembered his gastric incident..Atan threatened to kill him if he skip his meals again..Lolz..Atan and Halim,his two best friends..They have many stories to be told..
He is always there to give a helping hand when needed..We've had some nice chats at night before..He had always gave me words of encouragement..Thank you =>
Somehow,he became my middle man..Xixi..He also lent me his handphone before ler
What to do..All of you are using Digi ler..Kao lat.. >.<

I really appreciate your love and care for that special someone..It has made her to be stronger and she has grown up a lot..Well,I would like to wish you all the best in your future undertakings..May God continue to lead you in spirit and in truth.. =D



Stephen


This guy is very tall..He can play the guitar well and also sings well..
But he also haves his Maggi everyday..Very unhealthy ar..Gain lotsa weight dy lor
I never gain weight there also..Sobz..Really have to thank him for always leading our worship session during CF every Thursday and Friday..He also improved a lot on his Kawad skills..From a zero to hero lor =))
Wish you all the best in your life..Continue to praise God !!



Azmi


Azmi..Always mintak Milo and water from me..Haha
He's also from Batu Pahat..Studied in SMK Penghulu Saad..I teach this guy how to speak Chinese although I'm quite of a Banana..Hehe..He learns his Chinese fast..
His girlfriend is very pretty neh..So popular among the guys in camp..It's hard to pertahankan luu..Haha..But they still lived happily ever after.. xD



Atan


This is our OC company. He actually knows many of my previous Malay friends from my school..Coz many of them went to study in his school at Seremban after Form 3.
He's a good speaker and a great guy with amazing personality.
Takes good care of his mates and company too..He was the peserta Kawad lelaki terbaik..Congrats =D
He likes my guava a lot..Haha..All in all,he is a very great person indeed..
It's kinda sad that he missed out on being Wira terbaik.. =(





The Girls



Wee Nee


You must believe if I tell you she's my first female friend..When I look at her,my first impression is that she's cute.. =p The way she talk is also cute lar..
She has quite a great appetite for junk food too..Always buying loads of Pringles and Chipsmore..It makes you fat ler girl..She's in the same class as me..Same bus also..
Haha..Still remember how early we came out each night? It gets earlier and earlier each day..Unbelievable..Lolz..I admit we had some low times together..I am very sure it was just a misunderstanding..I hereby apologize sincerely for all the things that I've done in the past which have offended you in any way..You'll always be my friend =D

Ashley

Ashley..Wo suang ni suang arh..Sorry luu..You don't have to make me soo guilty dee
Hehe..I admit it was kinda rude..Hehe..But I think you've forgiven me lar..
Ashley is very popular among the guys in our camp..But I guess Magic caught her eyes.. xD Anyway,she really doesn't look like a typical Chinese..I was more in doubt when she told me she was borned in New Zealand..Haha..She was quite afraid to chat with me at first..She said I was too fierce..Then we got along quite well..
She hanged out a lot with Ee Jye after a month or so..Both studying in the same school also..You've been tolerating her a lot..and me too..Haha..Xie xie ni..She is very commited in most of the activities too..Some of them she couldn't enjoy because of of her Asthmatic condition..She scored a lil more than me in the shooting session..Just a lil more only..Hee..So,I guess I'll visit you if I have the chance to go to KL..All the best in your future undertakings..Hope you'll be able to further your studies in New Zealand..God Bless You =)

Poh Lee

Small in physique but very strong mentally..She has the heart and courage when she is doing something..Never knew she that she could dance that well too..
According to her,she is a study freak..Haha..I don't talk much to her..But I know she's very dedicated when doing something..She was the one who was always leading our CF..I believe God had always been around her for all these years..Despite all the hardships she had faced,she was able to stand up again and again..Very well done..
She just texted me when I was writing this blog also..hehe..
All I can say is all the best and take care girl =)

Yevonn

This is gonna be tough to write about her..She's a very very tough girl indeed
I admire her =)

Ee Jye aka OKU

Orang sakit sediaaa !!! Ice skating till get a tag merah in camp..You paling banyak problem de lor.. =) You really don't know how to take care of yourself..But you're very lucky you have many teachers and friends who love you a lot..Your parents care a lot about you too..I've never really noticed you from the start..Hehe..
But you like to ka ka cau cau me de ler..=) I know you have lotsa dissapointments because you couldn't join many of us in the activities carried out..I understand how much you want to participate in activities just like us..You were given the permission to go back and leave camp..but you didn't.I'm glad you didn't. =D
You loved chocolates a lot and always get sick after having it.. =)
You never gone to PT in the morning but ended going always after that =)
I know you've cried a lot and had lotsa unhappy events happening in camp..But you always put a smile on your face..That's something great about you =))
On top of that,you had many friends who would share you ups and downs with you.
I've hurted you quite a lot..And I'm really sorry..But sorry is just not enough for me..
For you,you've had me changed..For the better..I'm glad I met you =>

For those people whom I left out,sorry that I couldn't continue blogging..
But surely,I will remember all of you..I promise..It's a memory that will last for a lifetime
NS rocks =)

Taggie

Rules: It's harder than it look
Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real.
Nothing made up!
If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name : Eugene Gan Wende
2. A four Letter Word : Eyes
3. A boy's Name : Edward
4. A girl's Name : Eunice
5. An occupation : Engineer
6. A color : Emerald ?
7. Something you'll wear : Espirt
8. A movie character ; Edward Cullen
9. A food : European lobster xD
10. Something found in the bathroom : Eye liner
11. A place : Ethopia
12. A reason for being late : Entered the wrong bus
13. Something you'd shout : Eeeeewww
14. A movie title : Enchanted
15. A drink : Eno
16. A musical group : Estranged
17. An animal : Elephant
18. A street name : E - street
19. A type of car : EVO 7
20. The title of a song : Halo

Fearless

I like Taylor Swift's album , Fearless
Great album =D
I think it tells a lot about her story..

Back from NS yesterday..In short it was Swweeeeeeeet =D

Anyway,went to school to get my result today.
Mom got me the result just before I got to school.

8A1 , 1A2 , 1B3 wor..
Haiz..Let it be luu..
Don't know what to do after this also.. >.<
Thank God for everything =)