Hollow

Sitting down wondering,
Have I been too cruel on myself,
Stupidity hit me,
This predicament has stood long,
Never did I realise the fact,
This stir was by me,
Turning back,
No time bought,
Looking forward,
No path laid,
Emptiness preoccupied me,
I am so hollow,
Being irrational,
Was what I did,
Hiding from the truth,
Was what I sought,
My soul was dampened,
Accompanied by solitariness,
Agonisingly,
A pit of sorrow,
As if I was hibernating,
Still out of ideas,
As sheer sorrow and grief passes by..