True Love Always
Edited one..Saje did it ( meaningless )
December 26, 2008
Not My Time
12am last night..Made me realize again how I missed her birthday.
Maybe it just wasn't meant to be. I mean we weren't. It had been quite some time since I last saw her.
I should be able to see her for a last time before I leave BP..
It's been a month since I last left high school. Left behind are the memories of being nerdy, breaking school rules, attending meetings, school work, mugging..Time does past fast..Talking about high school..It's so predictable isn't it now that I'm out of it. Can't blame everything on high school. These are typical changes that teenagers experience.
Some things you gotta know about high school :
Popularity
This is something teenage boys and girls love to the max. They love to be popular..especially among their peers. Funky hairdo for the boys. Glossy clothing for the girls. The raging outlook makes them stand out from their peers. Out of nothing,it makes them popular. And then all of a sudden it becomes a trend among everyone. Aren't we forgetting personal style?
Sports. Guys who are technically good in sports are always a girl's hot target. Don't ask me why.
It just is..Guys who are actively involved in sports in high school tend to be popular. So,they get the hot dates and the non athletic guys will just walk away in embarrassment. Bo bian..
In case you didn't know, there are popular clubs or societies which apparently can only be joined by popular people..Do these clubs make you famous? They just make you more noticeable..That's all.
Oh yea..Some students try to keep a good relationship with the teachers (cover own backside) Some are just the best gossipers in town..People try to gain attention through all this.
Does it bring out the best in them?
Dating
This is should be a very common thing for most of you. I've been there myself.
Testosterone,oestrogen,progesterone..As these hormones ( I call them mood swingers) sway into your life, having an eye for the opposite sex starts to happen. Naturally, it's good. Because it promotes good social understanding and increases our birth rate. ( nonsense..increase rape rate more ) In this case, the guys and girls start to dress and make up until they become monkeys and donkeys. ( not everyone) Subsequently,they date the popular guys/girls. The bragging goes around about how he got that girl and other types of crap. Dating is ok for me. But please do get over it..
Some people cry like the world is going to end. Like there is no more guys/girls left. Jiak ba bo tai chi zo ar ?
Money
Hmm..Nothing much to discuss about this..Basically,in high school if you got the money then you got pretty much everything. You make you friends happy,you make the school proud,you get the girls,you gain popularity..Worst enough, if the rich kid attitude doesn't change..It kills you.
You lose you friends..You lose many things..
Studies
This isn't that much of a problem. But still..Some parents make a fuss out of it..Trust me..Malaysia is kiasu too..They intend to send their child to the top class where there are top teachers..WTF
Even worse,they argue and demand a change when there is an itsy bitsy mistake in their examination results..Why must they do it until the whole school knows..Stupid and immature..
This the typical life in high school..It never changes..I don't think it will..It better not change..
Coz it's fun. xDD
I will miss it..Predictable yet worth experiencing.
Those memories left behind but will never be gone =D
Maybe it just wasn't meant to be. I mean we weren't. It had been quite some time since I last saw her.
I should be able to see her for a last time before I leave BP..
It's been a month since I last left high school. Left behind are the memories of being nerdy, breaking school rules, attending meetings, school work, mugging..Time does past fast..Talking about high school..It's so predictable isn't it now that I'm out of it. Can't blame everything on high school. These are typical changes that teenagers experience.
Some things you gotta know about high school :
Popularity
This is something teenage boys and girls love to the max. They love to be popular..especially among their peers. Funky hairdo for the boys. Glossy clothing for the girls. The raging outlook makes them stand out from their peers. Out of nothing,it makes them popular. And then all of a sudden it becomes a trend among everyone. Aren't we forgetting personal style?
Sports. Guys who are technically good in sports are always a girl's hot target. Don't ask me why.
It just is..Guys who are actively involved in sports in high school tend to be popular. So,they get the hot dates and the non athletic guys will just walk away in embarrassment. Bo bian..
In case you didn't know, there are popular clubs or societies which apparently can only be joined by popular people..Do these clubs make you famous? They just make you more noticeable..That's all.
Oh yea..Some students try to keep a good relationship with the teachers (cover own backside) Some are just the best gossipers in town..People try to gain attention through all this.
Does it bring out the best in them?
Dating
This is should be a very common thing for most of you. I've been there myself.
Testosterone,oestrogen,progesterone..As these hormones ( I call them mood swingers) sway into your life, having an eye for the opposite sex starts to happen. Naturally, it's good. Because it promotes good social understanding and increases our birth rate. ( nonsense..increase rape rate more ) In this case, the guys and girls start to dress and make up until they become monkeys and donkeys. ( not everyone) Subsequently,they date the popular guys/girls. The bragging goes around about how he got that girl and other types of crap. Dating is ok for me. But please do get over it..
Some people cry like the world is going to end. Like there is no more guys/girls left. Jiak ba bo tai chi zo ar ?
Money
Hmm..Nothing much to discuss about this..Basically,in high school if you got the money then you got pretty much everything. You make you friends happy,you make the school proud,you get the girls,you gain popularity..Worst enough, if the rich kid attitude doesn't change..It kills you.
You lose you friends..You lose many things..
Studies
This isn't that much of a problem. But still..Some parents make a fuss out of it..Trust me..Malaysia is kiasu too..They intend to send their child to the top class where there are top teachers..WTF
Even worse,they argue and demand a change when there is an itsy bitsy mistake in their examination results..Why must they do it until the whole school knows..Stupid and immature..
This the typical life in high school..It never changes..I don't think it will..It better not change..
Coz it's fun. xDD
I will miss it..Predictable yet worth experiencing.
Those memories left behind but will never be gone =D
One Tree Hill Quotes
Some of my favourite One Tree Hill quotes =D
" If you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them, but at some point maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves. "
" Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. "
" People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end. "
" Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. "
" Blessed are the hearts that can bend.They are not meant to be broken. "
" They give their hearts to each other unconditionally ...that's what true love really is. It's not this fairy tale life that never knows pain, but it's two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love. "
" Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. "
" You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next dream come true. But you believe that it’s right around the corner and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it you just might get the thing you're wishing for. "
" The world is full of magic you just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good, so now believe in it with all your heart. "
" Sometimes we fight to regret our malice, our jealousy for the shame of being the people that we’re not meant to be and that’s where we’ll find our way to something better or when something better finds it’s way to us. "
" Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you, it’s like being invincible,your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans, find your perfect match.The one that completes you,but as you get older you realize it’s always not that easy. It’s not until the end of your life that you realize the plans that you made are simply plans , but at the end if you are looking back instead of forward you wanna believe that you wanna make the most of what life gave you, you wanna leave something good behind, you want it all to have mattered. "
" There were many who couldn't understand and sometimes he walked among them but even in his darkest hours he knew in his heart that someday would return to him again. And his world would be whole again and his belief in God and love and art would be awaken in his heart. "
" If you're always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them, but at some point maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves. "
" Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. "
" People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end. "
" Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. "
" Blessed are the hearts that can bend.They are not meant to be broken. "
" They give their hearts to each other unconditionally ...that's what true love really is. It's not this fairy tale life that never knows pain, but it's two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love. "
" Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. "
" You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next dream come true. But you believe that it’s right around the corner and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it you just might get the thing you're wishing for. "
" The world is full of magic you just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good, so now believe in it with all your heart. "
" Sometimes we fight to regret our malice, our jealousy for the shame of being the people that we’re not meant to be and that’s where we’ll find our way to something better or when something better finds it’s way to us. "
" Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you, it’s like being invincible,your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans, find your perfect match.The one that completes you,but as you get older you realize it’s always not that easy. It’s not until the end of your life that you realize the plans that you made are simply plans , but at the end if you are looking back instead of forward you wanna believe that you wanna make the most of what life gave you, you wanna leave something good behind, you want it all to have mattered. "
" There were many who couldn't understand and sometimes he walked among them but even in his darkest hours he knew in his heart that someday would return to him again. And his world would be whole again and his belief in God and love and art would be awaken in his heart. "
One Tree Hill Quote
" Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. "
December 24, 2008
Santa's Here
Solemnly asleep I was
It was dark
Rise and shine he said
Silky snowish beard
Wonder what shampoo he used
For once,he's here !!
The joy is here
And Santa's bringing it
What would Christmas be without Santa?
Not forgetting Christ too
He's fat but he ain't sad
He's got the best job in the world
Forever and ever and ever
Are those ruffles on him?
Nope,it's his tummy
Round and bulgy
Kids love it to the core
He's never short on cookies
The kids never stop making them
Whether they see him or not
Hohoho
In return
Their socks are filled with joy
Fat as always
Joyful as always
Santa never forgets Christmas
I hereby do not know whether the existence of Santa is real or not
Okayss..Merry Christmas everyone..
God Bless You =D
It was dark
Rise and shine he said
Silky snowish beard
Wonder what shampoo he used
For once,he's here !!
The joy is here
And Santa's bringing it
What would Christmas be without Santa?
Not forgetting Christ too
He's fat but he ain't sad
He's got the best job in the world
Forever and ever and ever
Are those ruffles on him?
Nope,it's his tummy
Round and bulgy
Kids love it to the core
He's never short on cookies
The kids never stop making them
Whether they see him or not
Hohoho
In return
Their socks are filled with joy
Fat as always
Joyful as always
Santa never forgets Christmas
I hereby do not know whether the existence of Santa is real or not
Okayss..Merry Christmas everyone..
God Bless You =D
December 23, 2008
One Tree Hill Season 5
I neeed to finish watching OTH season 5 before Sunday
For those who don't know, I'll be attending National Service At Jasin, Melaka this Sunday.
Back on 11th of March..
Jamie Lucas Scott
He's sooo cute =DD ( Much cuter on TV )
For those who don't know, I'll be attending National Service At Jasin, Melaka this Sunday.
Back on 11th of March..
Jamie Lucas Scott
He's sooo cute =DD ( Much cuter on TV )
Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian
給我一首歌的時間
雨停下的天空 灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂 为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺 灰的更加懵懂
就算做事做错 也只是怕错过
在一起走 分开了走
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后 我能承受
在最后的出口 在爱过哪儿才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里不用太多失眠
果你想忘记我也能适应能不
能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷
雨停下的天空 灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂 为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺 灰的更加懵懂
就算做事做错 也只是怕错过
在一起走 分开了走
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后 我能承受
在最后的出口 在爱过哪儿才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里不用太多失眠
果你想忘记我也能适应能不
能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷
你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我 暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里 不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应
能不能给我一首歌的时间
哦 把歌词听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪 让他留在雨天
哦 如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷
你说过我不该
在这时说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气
可是暂停却算不算放弃
我说我不该不该
不该在这时才说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气
我只有一天回忆
December 22, 2008
Everytime I See Her
Everytime I See Her
Sombreness condemned me
Polluting my mind
With sheer sorrow
Tomorrow never changes
It never does
Where is the passion we needed the most?
Wasn't it ignited a fortnight ago?
I could see your face in the dark then
Now all i see not even a spark
Over the hills and the rivers I searched
In order to make it clearer
A smack on my face
It was God's hand
Uh huh?
The reason is God
He lead me to her
She was always there
Never too tardy
Still always fussy
She was a best friend
And that's the way I like it
Everytime I see her
I won't worry no more
24 hours are just a horror
If I don't get to see her today
God decides through day and night
He is the one that gave me light
The light that shone on her
She made the earth green and the seas blue
Perpetual faith was in me
Outstandingly
Everytime I see her
Sombreness condemned me
Polluting my mind
With sheer sorrow
Tomorrow never changes
It never does
Where is the passion we needed the most?
Wasn't it ignited a fortnight ago?
I could see your face in the dark then
Now all i see not even a spark
Over the hills and the rivers I searched
In order to make it clearer
A smack on my face
It was God's hand
Uh huh?
The reason is God
He lead me to her
She was always there
Never too tardy
Still always fussy
She was a best friend
And that's the way I like it
Everytime I see her
I won't worry no more
24 hours are just a horror
If I don't get to see her today
God decides through day and night
He is the one that gave me light
The light that shone on her
She made the earth green and the seas blue
Perpetual faith was in me
Outstandingly
Everytime I see her
Dragon Ball
Who loves Dragonball ? Millions of people of course.
But who loves Dragonball Evolution where the actors are white people?
Sounds amusing with the special effects that Hollywood's bringing in
but the real problem is IT JUST DOESN'T WORK !!!
I've taken a look at the trailer..
And here's how Goku looks like..
But who loves Dragonball Evolution where the actors are white people?
Sounds amusing with the special effects that Hollywood's bringing in
but the real problem is IT JUST DOESN'T WORK !!!
I've taken a look at the trailer..
Starring Chow Yun Fatt as Master Roshi.. =.=
And here's how Goku looks like..
I can tell you that when Obama said that he wanted a change for the United States,he surely didn't mean this.. xD
You guys judge for yourselves whether this is a good movie to spend on.
December 14, 2008
Wang Lee Hom - Heartbeat 心跳
Wang Lee Hom - Heartbeat 心跳
想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
This is Lee Hom's new single =)
想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
This is Lee Hom's new single =)
December 13, 2008
Forever Love
Forever Love
爱你 不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜
爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
巧妙的安抚
我的不安定
所以我要
每天研究你的笑容
多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
笔畅无可取代 笔迷无处不在
爱情
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
因为你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
This song used to meant so much
爱你 不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜
爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
巧妙的安抚
我的不安定
所以我要
每天研究你的笑容
多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
笔畅无可取代 笔迷无处不在
爱情
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
因为你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
This song used to meant so much
说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦
说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦
你的繪畫凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
伴你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了
時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始的不快樂 你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛只給到這真的懂了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂得 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心 一一細數著 你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢
December 10, 2008
Always Be My Baby
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die..No!
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh..Baby believe me it's only a matter of time...
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
I know every single phrase perfectly describes us =)
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die..No!
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh..Baby believe me it's only a matter of time...
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
I know every single phrase perfectly describes us =)
December 8, 2008
Because You Loved Me
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
December 7, 2008
Merawat luka yang terpendam
Merawat luka yang terpendam
Kesannya masih berdarah
Hendak ku tangiskan tiada pedih
Yang telah terjadi padaku
Pasrah aku terima
Kau hujankan penghinaan
Aku renjis kesabaran
Aku curah pertanyaan
Adakah bahagia nanti akan menyingkir hiba
Dalam ribut ada hina
Dalam tenang ada sabar
Dalam tangis sendirian
Berkemungkinankan bahagia nanti akan menyusur tiba
Bukan ku mengundang bencana
Juga tak ku menabur dosa
Tak dapat dinafi kebetulan
Dugaan menimpa diriku
Rela aku terima
Kesannya masih berdarah
Hendak ku tangiskan tiada pedih
Yang telah terjadi padaku
Pasrah aku terima
Kau hujankan penghinaan
Aku renjis kesabaran
Aku curah pertanyaan
Adakah bahagia nanti akan menyingkir hiba
Dalam ribut ada hina
Dalam tenang ada sabar
Dalam tangis sendirian
Berkemungkinankan bahagia nanti akan menyusur tiba
Bukan ku mengundang bencana
Juga tak ku menabur dosa
Tak dapat dinafi kebetulan
Dugaan menimpa diriku
Rela aku terima
I Miss
All of a sudden..
I miss a lot of things
I miss my primary school life
I miss Miss Low,my English teacher
I miss post UPSR days
I miss having the best recess during my primary school days
I miss the bad things that i learnt in primary school =p
I miss some things in my secondary school
I miss being dumb when I just stepped into secondary school
I miss Interact
I miss fellow Interactors
I miss how we tackled the problems TOGETHER
I miss the percussion performance
I miss the dance ( although I looked silly )
I miss how they celebrated my 17th birthday
I miss how i fell and bounced back again
I miss our glory when we won Reka Cipta competition
I miss playing badminton
I miss playing volleyball
I miss PJ lessons
I miss my Form 3 teachers
I miss standing on the chair for not greeting the teacher xD
I miss teasing teachers
I miss disobeying the rules of the school
I miss all the camps I've attended
I miss all the times with my friends in school
I miss how we became friends
I miss how silly I was at some times
I miss being very anxious at some times regarding my results
I miss our Kukup trip
And obviously,I miss HER ( very much )
Everything just doesn't seem perfect without her around =(
Full stop
I miss a lot of things
I miss my primary school life
I miss Miss Low,my English teacher
I miss post UPSR days
I miss having the best recess during my primary school days
I miss the bad things that i learnt in primary school =p
I miss some things in my secondary school
I miss being dumb when I just stepped into secondary school
I miss Interact
I miss fellow Interactors
I miss how we tackled the problems TOGETHER
I miss the percussion performance
I miss the dance ( although I looked silly )
I miss how they celebrated my 17th birthday
I miss how i fell and bounced back again
I miss our glory when we won Reka Cipta competition
I miss playing badminton
I miss playing volleyball
I miss PJ lessons
I miss my Form 3 teachers
I miss standing on the chair for not greeting the teacher xD
I miss teasing teachers
I miss disobeying the rules of the school
I miss all the camps I've attended
I miss all the times with my friends in school
I miss how we became friends
I miss how silly I was at some times
I miss being very anxious at some times regarding my results
I miss our Kukup trip
And obviously,I miss HER ( very much )
Everything just doesn't seem perfect without her around =(
Full stop
December 5, 2008
If I were a girl
If I were a girl
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Go shop with the girls
And admire the guys
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me.
If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a guy
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a girl
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put her first in everything
And I don't have to make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
I'll be waiting for her to come home (to come home)
It's never too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it right
But I'm still a boy
I don't understand
Yeah..I don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
I wish I was a better man
I don't listen to her
I don't care how it hurts
Until I lose the one I wanted
Cause I've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But I'm still a boy..
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Go shop with the girls
And admire the guys
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they'd stick up for me.
If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a guy
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a girl
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put her first in everything
And I don't have to make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
I'll be waiting for her to come home (to come home)
It's never too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it right
But I'm still a boy
I don't understand
Yeah..I don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
I wish I was a better man
I don't listen to her
I don't care how it hurts
Until I lose the one I wanted
Cause I've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But I'm still a boy..
Right here waiting
5 days? Yeah..It's the 6th today..
I'm probably stupid with overflowing messages to your inbox..
That's just me..
It isn't everything but it makes everything look bad..
The wall between us is still there..
I'm quite glad this happened actually..
Makes us stronger..
A lot stronger..
Praying each day that it'll get better..
I know it will.. =)
Take care
I'm probably stupid with overflowing messages to your inbox..
That's just me..
It isn't everything but it makes everything look bad..
The wall between us is still there..
I'm quite glad this happened actually..
Makes us stronger..
A lot stronger..
Praying each day that it'll get better..
I know it will.. =)
Take care
December 2, 2008
Talk to me
You speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise baby
Don’t fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away
Who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don’t wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we’re gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
Look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melts away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me
You speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise baby
Don’t fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away
Who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don’t wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we’re gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
Look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melts away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me
I never promised you a ray of light
I never promised there would be sunshine everyday
I'll give you everything i have
The good, the bad..
Why do you put me on a pedestal?
I'm so up high that i can't see the ground below
So help me down, you've got it wrong
I don't belong there
One thing is clear
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me but standing from here
You wouldn't say so, you wouldn't say so if you were me and I,
I just wanna love you whoa whoa I,
I just wanna love you..
I've always said that I would make mistakes
I'm only human and that's my saving grace
I'll fall as hard as I try so don't be blinded
See me as i really am
I have flaws and sometimes I even sin
So pull me from that pedestal
I don't belong there
One thing is clear I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me but standing from here,
You wouldn't say so, you wouldn't say so if you were me and I,
I just wanna love you whoa whoa I,
I just wanna love you
Like you think that you know me but in your eyes
I am something above you only in your mind only in your mind
I wear, I wear, I wear a halo
One thing is clear
I wear a halo I wear a halo when you look at me but standing from here,
You wouldn't say so
You wouldn't say so if you were me and I,
I just wanna love you whoa whoa I,
I just wanna love you...
December 1, 2008
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