It's Serious Guys

Just came back form the interact annual dinner..The food's not bad..But the desserts the seniors ordered were seducing...Took pictures..Talking with fellow interactors..Some were trash talking..
Others were like damn serious..Haiz..Nothing to type ler..It's like I've just been brainwashed..By the way,i think i really need some holidays..It's been a long time since I've gone somewhere out of Johor..Miss shopping..food and people outside Johor..That's all i think..Gotta get back to work.. Yo~

Thanks for the memories

In a cradle..beside each other,
Who would had knew it would be a blessing,
Barely even know each other,
Fate brought us together,
As time passes,
We shared the same bed,same food,
Had the same fun,experienced the same tears and joys,
We held hands together and walked together..
I started to feel happy with you..
But it was just child's play and sweet ordinary childhood memories,
While we were growing in size,
We still kept our secrets and still had fun in our daily lives..
You kissed my forehead..
I started to like you..
Always wanting to meet you,
Never did we thought it would be the beginning of something beautiful...
As maturity flew by,
We had our ups and downs in life,
But still we were always there for each other...
I started to feel awkward when i look at you..
Our eyes were locked against each other..
Jealousy pressed me against you,
I felt down too..
When your head rested on my shoulders..
Was what i remembered the most..
I started to love you..
But,we had to leave each other.,
Communication through cellphones and the web that was keeping us close..
As days and months passed,
I didn't have the courage to call you up..
Raising questions in my head..
Was it just me or it is for real..?
Are we meant to be together..?
Is this fate..?
Why could it be so cruel..?
I don't know what's happening..
Don't really wanna let u go..
But if i don't i will never know how to cherish and to be cherished..
I learned to love and to be loved..
It's all because of you..
We had our share of joy and pain..
Without those things..
I would not have been a person with this personality..
Really wanting to thank you..
Thanks for the memories..
Even though they weren't so sweet,
I'll be the shadow that will guard you and guide you to happiness..
I'll be the tree that keeps you warm inside..
I'll be the one you'll never forget..
And so do you~

Identity Crisis

A few years,few decades,
Never thought i would be taking this route,
The chance i took ,didn't really live up to expectations..
So i fell deeper and deeper into the pit of failure,
Trying to climb up but it was hard,
Calling for help but no one answered,
I decided to take this challenge with me only,
Strength,strong will,courage,confidence i will have,
In order to overcome such a great ordeal in life,
I have made such a huge decision,a huge risk,
But,it paid off..
Coz,it's my life and it's now or never,
Coz i ain't gonna live forever,
Coz i don't wanna be anything other than me..myself..
Leaving that identity crisis behind..
Coz,i've found something more important in life...

As always..joy,disappointment and anger..

My school's Interact Club had their Annual General meeting yesterday..Well,as usual..the atmosphere throughout that meeting was like a string with high tension and it was going to break anytime,any hour..Even i felt the tension too..Everybody's future in the club seems to be hanging in balance..Their future was in the hands of Mr Pres..Tang..hehe...Before that,we had a speech by our teacher advisor,Ms Ho.She stressed that Interact Club is all about communication and action..Social work is the most important..Our main focus is to serve the community,sharpen leadership skills,develop youth with strong characters and also develop personal integrity..Well,after that short speech..We had our treasurer Mr Pan Jung to explain some thingy about the expenditures and incomes of the club..Well,it was short and well described i must say..Hiakz..Next,the moment everyone who had been waiting for was here..It was the time to announce the names of the new board of directors..It started with the directors,sergeant-at arms,club service director...and bla bla~For your info,I got IU director as my post..We'll just skip to the three highest posts of the club..since everyone is quite interested in this three persons who are going to these posts..And...the vice president goes to Steven..deputy goes to Jin Hao aka Captain Kuek..The Mr Pres for the year 2007/2008 will be Keruey..Oooos and aaaas filled the whole class..Some of the were in a gay mood..but some were just frustrated coz they didn't get the posts that they desired..This is the part where i really didn't understand..What's all the fuss about all the position thing anyway..?Basically,i join Interact Club to serve the society..do social work..learn more things..So,what's the point of those posts anyway..If somebody is in the club just because of the posts..then he shouldn't even be here...We're here to serve and not show off and make a hype out of our posts.We should stay humble and down to earth as what Ms Ho has said..I don't think there is a huge difference in the high posts such as president,secretary,and treasurer compared to the other directors.. It doesn't mean that if you're the pres or secretary,you have the power to voice out your opinions and the others don't..Everybody has the right to speak up..The only thing i think is different is that these people with high posts have the capability and responsibility to carry out their duties as pres,secretary or treasurer very well..That's why they were picked by the seniors and i totally respect their decision..In my opinion,i think the three presidents chosen are the best of the best..They're the best pick for these three posts..The seniors has really made a good choice.Overall,the most important thing is that the whole new board of directors must work together in order to achieve the goals of the Interact Club.. :p