失落沙洲

Feels good to be at home alone with sis. Very good in fact. ^^

Hmm..my dream house..It needs a very nice study room , nice garden , and nice garage.. Other necessities such as toilets and bedrooms should be nice too..Should be perfect just the way want it to be. =)

Boring day in school and Malaysian do have good scriptwriters and directors but they're are a rare gem now..The actors are inexperienced..I'm sure we have lots of raw talents out there. They need to be scouted quickly before being snapped up by other countries.

Dedicated to Kylie. =D

Know No Time

It's amazing how people who aren't that close to you and are miles away from you seek you and share moments with you. It's surprising to see your good pals or soul mate who are just around you , unable to feel your presence.

The problem is not with me being selfish or caring by nature. It's up to me to choose who i am going to be. So , what should I choose now ?

The feeling of being lost in a dark ditch is really awful most of the time. Waiting there for someone to help you but no one cares. Some would provide you with some words of comfort and some would joke about it with others. But at the end of day , what we really need is some one who could help us and pull us out of the ditch and the problems we're facing. We need some one who could be with us when we need them if not 24/7.

I don't have time to think about this now. I'll follow your path God. =)

I'll stand by you.
Won't let nobody hurt you..
I'll stand by you.
Take me in into your darkest hour..
And I'll never desert you..
I'll stand by you.

Po po po po poker face ~

They never take me seriously. Period.

Perseverance

I spent my afternoon watching an hour and 3o minutes of a movie. The movie is called Homeless to Harvard. A very inspiring one.


It's based on true story. Liz Murray's parents were drug addicts and were infected by HIV. She was homeless at just 15. Her mother died because of AIDS at that time and her father was sent to a homeless shelter. Murray's life turned around when she began attending the Humanities Preparatory Academy in Chelsea, Manhattan. Though she started high school later than most students, and remained without a stable home while supporting herself and her sister, Murray graduated in only two years ( normally would take 4 years ). She was awarded a New York Times scholarship for needy students and accepted into Harvard University, matriculating in the fall semester of 2000. She left Harvard in 2003 to care for her sick father; she resumed her education at Columbia University to be closer to him. In 2006 her father died of AIDS. She eventually returned to Harvard in 2008 and graduated in June 2009 with a bachelor's degree in psychology. As of August 2009, she had begun taking graduate courses at Harvard Summer School and would like to earn a doctorate in clinical psychology to counsel people from all walks of life.



Some nice quotes from Liz Murray.

" Don't look at the people around you who are doing things and think that they are made of something more than you. Don't get psyched out. They are not made out of anything different than you are. As long as you are willing to work past the point where you feel that you have absolutely nothing left inside of you. That's perseverance. "

" You know that feeling , where you just don't want to do something. Where you just want to give up ? I think to have perseverance is to know exactly how to overcome that feeling , every time it hits you. "


Amazing isn't it ? My afternoon wasn't just a waste. =)

What About Now ?

The change must be permanent. Period.

As If

At the end of the day , still have to study...zzzz ~

Should I go to school tomorrow ?

You Can't Break A Broken Heart

New songs in my playlist.. 10 songs from Kate Voegele. Listen to every one of them. These are goood craps..

Enjoy ~~ Really nice. ^^

A Fine Mess

Kate Voegele.

Sweet

Hot

Talented


=D

A Reason For Going There

I had the intention of discussing not arguing with you. This isn't the first time and I hope it is the last time. Tried explaining it but it sure doesn't work out.

I was trying to explain the disadvantage of that particular subject but it seems that everytime i reached out into that conversation ,it turned into a feud. What's wrong ? So incomprehensible ?
It was like trying to find a lion in the middle of New York city throughout the process of my explanation. I tried to make it simpler but to no avail.

I was just ranting out my thoughts and dissatisfaction to someone and hoped you would listen and talk to me about it. Instead it felt like I was pushing through the finish line all on my own. In fact , it turned worse. I was not even given a consolation prize for finishing the race.


What is fate like ? How do you expect to face it when it comes so surprisingly ? Could you be unperturbed by it ?

^^

And You Wonder Why......

I study for my knowledge not for the sake of examinations.

Alone At Home

Sometimes even if we have someone we like at the moment , we're still foolish enough to let ourselves be lonely.

McD later. My ankle....I want it to be ok completely ~

Exam coming soon..I'm kinda throwing in the white towel already.. Zzz

It Isn't 3 o'clock Yet =]

Here's a better video of the Love Story cover..Black and White videos..Xixi..Tempo of both song so fast.. >.< Sorry for the poor quality of sound. I do not know why it's like this..Maybe my phone's problem..Maybe smth to do with my piano also.. long time since I've tuned it and some of the bass strings almost broken dy..Better to listen with headphones..

Watched Tsunami yesterday night. Not bad but I didn't cry..Maybe because there were too many funny parts in that movie. Rainy - rainy morning.. Expects afternoon to be hot ? Zzzz

There's a blood donation campaign at summit. Conducted by St John/ If you think you have healthy and ever sufficient blood supply. Please go and donate some. Some people REALLY do need it. ^^

Love Story cover

Skipped school today. Did this video out of boredom. Sorry for the imperfect playing. I only managed to make only one recording because my phone's battery was almost dead at that time.
I'll make a better one next time.. ^^

Don't Forget - Demi Lovato

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Unlucky =(

Consider myself unlucky because I managed to fall so gracefully and sprained my ankle.
Consider my self unlucky because I didn't manage to get to see a doctor on time.
Consider myself unlucky for not being able to attend mooncake festival or weeding dinner.

I had to watch Love Matters with sis at home. ==

I am getting used to hopping around my house on one leg at the moment ^.^